April 2010
Sometimes I think I was born backwards.
I hear words go past me backwards.
The people I should love I hate, and the people I hate…
You.
Your dreams are like birds in the sky You’re a wonderful person who pours songs into my eyes like the sunrise floods everything with light and seals up the mud and heals the ground dry..
2 Years.
Getting surprised with 25 long stemmed roses and various other flowers / a lovely dinner / cuddling = an amazing anniversary with Him.
Lovers - The Sirens Sing.
My teachers told me, try and organize your thoughts, the way your mind wanders, girl, you’re sure to get lost.
The doctors agreed and gave me pills that i could take until i’d be old enough to self-medicate.
Fast forward ten years and now i’m drunk here out on the fire escape with the moon, dear, don’t it look pretty great?
It always leaves but comes back to me and...
